Damn,

So You Can Cry - Ne-Yo

So I've just noticed that i haven't been blogging for a pretty long time ahaha, I'll try to summarize what has happened while i was gone. So the past few months of been going pretty fast, school activites and most final exam project are finally over! Met new people from Mulpitas High thanks to "Battle of the Tribes" and also became acquainted with some people around MP ahah. But sadly, im losing others, from them tranfering to a diffrent city, to the lack of communication with one other. But I guess thats how life is right? You lose some and you win some.

Besides all that being done, my ex has shown her true feelings about me recently on a blog (I know right? ahah), and it got to me ahah. The funny thing is that before i realized that perticular blog entry i was reading some of the past ones like this one:

Christian Juan Delacruz,I love you a lottt, I really do. And I'm sorry that I can't show it. I don't know how, really. And you asking me to tell you why I love you, makes me feel like you don't really trust me when I say that I love you,. Cuz it's like, you really wanna know. And I know I tell you to tell me why you love me, but I ask as a response to yours, and I thought it'd be interesting to know[: But when you ask it, it feels like a reassurance or something. I know, sorry, I interpret things very odd-ly.AND, I can't send you a corny love text,. And to me, I already did DX The one I sent you is corny to me because I'm not used to writing stuff like that, so trust me, it's very corny to me. And it's hard for me to say stuff like that ! Because to me, it's like. If I tell someone how much I really love them, it makes me vulnerable to hurt, get it ? >-<>.

I love Chris Delacruz, really I do.And if [you] don't think I show it,dafck. Ask people, ask them seriously&make then answer seriously,if they think I really love you.But ask the right people, not the people that'd fck around with their answers.And if you still don't believe me,ask Linh or Alex, cuz I talk to them about you a bunch, and it's so corny, they look away and go "Oh, Geez Kristine...rofl."Or they get grossed out about how much I love you,cuz it's a WHOLEEE LOT

After reading these kind of entries made me really miss what we were like, but as of now (or at least from her blog ahah) she hates my guts.I am sorry for my misspelled grammar and such. I know it isnt just the grammar that is getting you mad, so im sorry.I dont want it to end this way.




Anyways,


Summer is coming next week and I'm applying for a part time job in a few places (foot locker, F.Y.E, Anchor Blue,Etc.) and Im also going to take my driver's test this month! This summer going to be pretty crazy ahah. I guess thats good for now, I'll add more tonight, peace.

-CD